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I have a pic to upload but er lemme up these icons up now before I forget (I'm so lazy) Clubs: #Budokai (https://www.deviantart.com/budokai) :icondragonballdeviants:

Hey for wnyone that actually reads this thing. i swear I'm gonna update! we will make satuday my offical give pic days. I've improved great and I will show it off. So sit back and enjoy the ride bwahahahaha

My life is like this huge rollarcoaster that I just don't want to be on. Its like no matter how hard I try, I cannot not remain happy for more then a few moments. It's like being cast into darkness all the time. I stay funny, I stay being nice, I stay doing everything right but inside I'm tearing up. I'm like dying inside. No one really ever bothers to see the true me- or maybe there just isn't anything there to begin with. As good as I try to be, i cannot have anything to help me and make me want to stay being good. I honestly had one guy in my life that made me absolutely happy. No one compares to him. Even my worst days, he made them see